evenmindedness

  • THE KINGDOM OF THIS MOMENT

    “And as we learn to choose rightly between the dualities of good and evil, eventually we rise above both, and attain that state which Jesus and Krishna and the Masters attained — the state of EVENMINDEDNESS, living always in the bliss-consciousness of God in which no dualities can distress or upset us.”

    Yogananda, Paramahansa. Solving the Mystery of Life: Collected Talks & Essays on Realizing God in Daily Life Volume IV (pp. 271-272). Self-Realization Fellowship. Kindle Edition.


    It is alright right where I am.
    Not as resignation. Not as defeat.
    But as a declaration of sovereignty.

    The world howls otherwise. It measures, compares, demands. It points endlessly toward a horizon that recedes with every step—more money, more status, more proof that you have earned your place among the restless. It whispers that peace is conditional, that fulfillment is deferred, that your life is a negotiation with the future.

    It feeds on desire—endless, restless desire—promising that the next acquisition, the next achievement, the next moment will finally complete you. But desire, untethered from truth, is a mirage. It shines in the distance, convincing you to walk farther, strive harder, become more—only to dissolve when you arrive, replaced by another shimmering promise just beyond reach.

    But the deeper truth stands unmoved.

    It is alright right where I am.

    If it changes, if it improves, if the winds turn favorable and fortune smiles—then it is alright then also. Not more alright. Not finally acceptable. Just… alright, again. Because the foundation was never built on circumstance. It was built on presence.

    And if things become worse—if the sky darkens, if loss arrives, if the ground beneath you trembles—it is still alright. Not because suffering is denied, but because something deeper than circumstance remains untouched. There is a ground beneath all ground, and it does not collapse.

    That ground is not empty. It is alive.

    It is the presence of God.

    As Eckhart Tolle said, “Don’t let a mad world tell you that success is anything other than a successful present moment.” But the successful present moment is not merely awareness—it is remembrance. It is the turning of the heart toward God within the now.

    A moment becomes truly successful when it is inhabited consciously—and offered upward. When the breath itself becomes prayer. When attention becomes devotion. When you are not just present, but present with God.

    And in that presence, the illusion of desire begins to fall away.

    You see it clearly—the mind reaching, grasping, insisting: “If only I had this… if only things were different… then I would be at peace.” But in the light of awareness, you recognize the pattern. Desire promises completion, but it perpetuates absence. It keeps you leaning forward, away from the only place God can be known—the present moment.

    This is the hidden fire.

    To be mindful of God in this very moment—to remember, to love, to surrender—is to transform ordinary time into sacred ground. The battlefield becomes an altar. The struggle becomes an offering. The silence becomes communion.

    Because the truth is this: the “mad world” is not just out there. It is internalized. It lives in the voice that says, “Not yet. Not enough. Not until…” It pulls you away from God by pulling you away from now, dressing its urgency in the language of desire.

    But the spiritual warrior returns.

    Again and again, he returns.

    Not to the next desire—but to its dissolution.
    Not to the illusion—but to the real.

    To the breath.
    To the moment.
    To God.

    He does not wait for perfect conditions to remember. He remembers in chaos. He remembers in stillness. He remembers in joy and in pain. He remembers when life rises—and when it falls apart. And when desire arises, he does not become its servant—he becomes its witness, letting it pass like a cloud that cannot anchor him.

    And in that remembrance, he stands unshaken.

    Because this breath is not empty—it is given.
    This moment is not random—it is permitted.
    This life is not owned—it is entrusted.

    And so he stands.

    In traffic, and remembers God.
    In silence, and remembers God.
    In uncertainty, and remembers God.
    In suffering, and remembers God.
    In blessing, and remembers God.

    And he says, It is alright.

    Not because everything is ideal—but because God is here. Not because desire has been fulfilled—but because its illusion has been seen through. Not because the path is easy—but because he does not walk it alone.

    From that alignment, something extraordinary happens. Action becomes clean. Effort becomes focused. Desire, purified, is no longer a chain—it becomes intention aligned with truth. Change, when it comes, is no longer a desperate grasp but a movement guided by trust. Improvement is welcomed—but not worshipped. Difficulty is endured—but not feared.

    Because the foundation remains unchanged:

    It is alright right where I am.
    If it improves, it is alright.
    If it worsens, it is still alright.
    If I remember God in this moment—this moment is successful.

    This is not passivity. This is devotion.
    This is not complacency. This is communion.
    This is not escape. This is union.

    To master the present moment is to sanctify it—to fill it with awareness, to free it from the illusion of desire, and to offer that awareness back to its source. And in that sacred exchange, success is no longer something you chase—it is something you live.

    Right here.
    Right now.
    With God.
    Already.


  • Pain Becomes Practice: Transforming Struggles into Strength!

    Life often throws challenges our way—insomnia, physical discomfort, or even side effects from a routine vaccine. While these moments can be frustrating, they also present an extraordinary opportunity: to turn pain into practice.

    Recently, I found myself in such a situation. A sleepless night caused by insomnia left me drained, compounded by the shakes from a COVID vaccine. Tylenol eased the physical symptoms, but fatigue and discomfort lingered. The following day I was feeling better but later, post-workout exhaustion and a stomach ache pushed me further into the realm of physical and mental strain. Sleep wasn’t an option because it was still an early hour; waking too early would disrupt the day ahead. Instead, I chose to embrace the challenge—using my discomfort as a training ground for resilience and mindfulness.

    Embracing Even-Minded Endurance

    In moments like these, I draw inspiration from the concept of titiksha, an ancient Sanskrit term that signifies even-minded endurance. It’s the practice of remaining equanimous in the face of hardship, cultivating a calm and steady mind despite external or internal discomfort.

    One way to practice titiksha is through meditation in challenging environments. Imagine sitting outside in the cold, wearing just a tank top and sweatpants, embracing the chill without resistance, allowing it to teach you the art of acceptance. Similarly, when I felt physically and mentally “off,” I reframed the situation as a unique opportunity to practice resilience.

    The Chessboard as a Battlefield

    To channel my energy constructively, I turned to online chess. Chess is more than a game; it’s a discipline that demands focus, strategic thinking, and mindfulness. Playing while fatigued and uncomfortable became a test of my ability to perform under less-than-ideal conditions. Could I still think clearly? Could I maintain composure?

    What I learned was this: chess, much like life, doesn’t wait for you to feel at your best. The board doesn’t care about your lack of sleep or a stomach ache. Yet, by engaging in the game, I realized I could sharpen my strategic thinking and mental discipline even while struggling. If I could navigate the board under these conditions, imagine how much better I could perform when well-rested and energized.

    Lessons Beyond the Chessboard

    Life mirrors chess in many ways. Both require:

    • Strategic Thinking: Anticipating challenges and planning your moves accordingly.
    • Adaptability: Adjusting to circumstances as they arise, even if they’re unexpected or unpleasant.
    • Resilience: Staying focused and calm despite discomfort or adversity.

    By intentionally practicing these skills during difficult times, you prepare yourself to excel when circumstances improve. Pain becomes practice. Struggle transforms into strength.

    How You Can Turn Pain Into Practice

    1. Reframe the Challenge: View discomfort as an opportunity to grow rather than something to escape.
    2. Engage Mindfully: Whether it’s playing a game, working, or simply sitting in stillness, commit fully to the task at hand despite how you feel.
    3. Build Resilience Gradually: Start small by practicing endurance in mildly uncomfortable situations and work your way up.
    4. Find Your “Chessboard”: Identify activities that require focus and discipline, and use them as training grounds for your mind.
    5. Celebrate Progress: Every time you overcome a challenge, acknowledge the growth it represents.

    The Takeaway

    Pain and discomfort are inevitable parts of life, but they don’t have to be barriers. Instead, they can become powerful tools for growth, sharpening your mind, and deepening your resilience. By embracing the philosophy of titiksha and engaging in mindful, strategic activities like chess, you can transform struggle into strength and discomfort into mastery.

    So the next time life presents you with a challenge, ask yourself: How can this pain become practice? Then dive in, endure with even-mindedness, and emerge stronger than before.

    Let the chessboard—and life—be your training ground.

    NOTE: If you are experiencing severe or persistent pain, it is important to consult a medical professional.

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